Make the world A better Place (:

There's A Place InYour HeartAnd I Know That It Is LoveAnd This Place CouldBe MuchBrighter Than TomorrowAnd If You Really TryYou'll Find There's No Need To CryIn This Place You'll FeelThere's No Hurt Or Sorrow.

There Are WaysTo Get ThereIf You Care EnoughFor The LivingMake A Little SpaceMake A Better Place...

Heal The WorldMake It A Better PlaceFor You And For MeAnd The Entire Human RaceThere Are People DyingIf You Care EnoughFor The LivingMake A Better PlaceFor You And For Me.

If You Want To Know WhyThere's A Love ThatCannot LieLove Is StrongIt Only Cares ForJoyful GivingIf We TryWe Shall SeeIn This BlissWe Cannot FeelFear Or DreadWe Stop Existing AndStart Living

Then It Feels That AlwaysLove's Enough ForUs GrowingSo Make A Better WorldMake A Better World...

Heal The WorldMake It A Better PlaceFor You And For MeAnd The Entire Human RaceThere Are People DyingIf You Care EnoughFor The LivingMake A Better PlaceFor You And For Me

And The Dream We WereConceived InWill Reveal A Joyful FaceAnd The World WeOnce Believed InWill Shine Again In GraceThen Why Do We KeepStrangling LifeWound This EarthCrucify Its SoulThough It's Plain To SeeThis World Is HeavenlyBe God's Glow.

We Could Fly So HighLet Our Spirits Never DieIn My HeartI Feel You Are AllMy BrothersCreate A World WithNo FearTogether We'll CryHappy TearsSee The Nations TurnTheir SwordsInto Plowshares

We Could Really Get ThereIf You Cared EnoughFor The LivingMake A Little SpaceTo Make A Better Place...

Heal The WorldMake It A Better PlaceFor You And For MeAnd The Entire Human RaceThere Are People DyingIf You Care EnoughFor The LivingMake A Better PlaceFor You And For Me..

When i listen to this song. It just reminds me of how everyone in this All-so-Selfish world plays a part in making this world a better place. You dont have to committ yourself to giving in just monetary terms, but there are other services which u can provide. Giving hope to those children which needs help, looking at them smile. Its just priceless. *Giving hope to our next generation, next next generation.* (: Lets all play a small part to make the world, a better place for you and for me (:

Can't stop

So, heres the weekend babes. Ive been working like non-stop for the past 2 days. Like working full shifts from like 1.30 in the afternoon till like 3 am early the next morning. Been really busy during work, teaching customers how to play GAMES and washing the dishes and stuff. Its been really quite an experience.*grins*. Oh yah by the way, FYI, im working at settlers cafe at holland V. -Yes! HOLLAND V, which is like the other end of singapore for me. Oh well, guess i cant really complain that much either =x.
So ive been thinking, for the past few days, definately had some emo times and rough goings. Sometimes when i have nothing to do, i tend to go back in time and think about certain stuff and past events that has happened and see if what i did in the past was really worth it. But Classification of WORTHINESS is another issue. How do you classify the things that u do as WORTHY? think about it :). Well, ive always thought that life is already pre-determined for you, be it your marriage, your relationship with your friends/family etc etc. Its not always easy to predict what happens in the future isnt it? Well, as time passes by , i realised that life isnt as easy as you think it is, its like a puzzle! there are so many different pieces of different sizes and shapes waiting for you to put them into their correct slots. You always start off somewhere isnt it. Be it center or sides or whatever, its a BEGINNING. And then u continue with your broken pieces and parts which has to be fitted in to the correct slots. I mean all these pieces mixed together, it all seems so messy isnt it? As you learn to be patient, you tend to take a DEEPER look into the pieces and thus being able to fit them properly into their correct slots. Again,Is your life like a mixed up and messy uncomplete puzzle set? think about it (:

<3

Heres a little something, for my little TODAY. (:

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.
Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.
Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.
Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.
Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.
Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still, there are no calls.
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.
Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, they're just a hole.
Lost family, lost mate,
Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.
Lost in a straight world, and I am gay,
Lost now, for what to say,
Lost in boredom, think I'll leave.
There's a lot in life I need to achieve.

One last appeal for the life i lead.

Hey guys. How has your weekend been? :D. i know ive promised a few of you guys ill be blogging everyday. but oh well. exceptionally lazy this weekend. Its been quite a tiring week for me as a whole and ive not been really able to catch my breath on certain things thats going to be implemented in my ongoing life for as long as i know of. Went for training at settlers with Hung on saturday full shift. Today was quite wierd . woke up, bulu came to my place, played WOW together, yeah its a lot of fun.
So i read the newpapers this morning, *winks* ive never really done that since i last remembered. im like ah newspaper?! dont need lah, when the time comes for us to know, well know. HAH. So i came across this interesting topic ive long wanted to share, which in turn, came up on the newspaper instead! This time, it was the analogy of a GENIUS going into something she really didnt want to go to, PROS-TI-TUTION! AH! ok so here goes, todays topic is about!!! *drum rolls* PARENTS!. *grins*. Have you ever wondered, and asked yourself? "what do you really want?" "Have you ever got driven down so much by your own parents that you cant even do what you really dream of doing?" Ive been trying so hard myself to try and pull together a small paragraph of something that describes us, CHILDREN. But ive never once managed to quite figure that out. UNTIL today. so here goes "While looking lovingly at their own children, parents should examine their consciences and ask searching questions of themselves." Are we encouraging or pushing?, Are we supporting or complaining? are we disciplining or bullying?"<<-- taken from the newpaper. Thats what i feel as an individual, maybe not so much nowadays cause my parents know im old enough to know whats right and whats wrong? but what comes a long way, are our own PAST experiences they gave us isnt it? Well, to me everything, happens for a reason. Parents have their own way of teaching their kids. There is no right or wrong way, theres just the more "SENSIBLE" way of doing things.
Well, AND then again u may agree with me. or you may not agree with me. Im just a normal human being, trying to live my life to the FULLEST. *cheers* (:

*apple of my eye*

Well heres my second virgin post of day 2. Ive never really wanted to Blog in the past but i realised some things in life are really worth penn-ing it down somehow! i mean if i were to write it on a piece of paper, id probably loose it somewhere along the road. *hehes* so i kinda decided to blog, as in finding a substitute for paper. Well, irregardless of the fact that i dont keep a DAIRY. So yeah,i decided to blog.
Its probably the FRESH week of school, firsts weeks are usually more interesting because people tend to get shy and uncomfortable with one another. After a while, then, youll get to see the true personalities of each individual. I mean i guess NOT EVERYONE can please EVERYONE in this all selfish world. But yeah, we tend to just close an eye and try to get along with one another. *not pointing to anyone in particular* (: -just a thought- All these materialist , made the world so confined to realising what happiness really is. >.<
So, its the first 2 trainings of TOUCH rugby for me, i guess its been a while since i told daiyu ill be joining together with him since last year but i finally decided to join this year cause of some personal issues. Honestly, ive never thought of touch rugby to be so tiring. *grins*. Our current team of touch, has really, several funny shit personalities. And i realised that, you know, we, human beings, being borned with different personalities instilled in us, makes the world full of laughters and smiles. Honestly, i feel, there is no such thing as a LOUSY or BAD personality, its how we actually learn to accept each others inperfections. Thats how we should live our lifes isnt it? Its about learning from our mistakes, getting up from our falls. As the chinese saying, "failure is the mother of success"<-- thats a direct translation for the phrase.
As i learned to play this UNFAMILAR game, i realised two things. First, its not easy being a virgin in something. Secondly, its not easy adapting to a totally new environment just yet. Youll be like telling yourself,"eh i really suck in this man, crap i feel useless". Thats how i felt of myself as i couldnt like, help my teammates out, as much as they needed me to be there. Life is just like that isnt it? You wanna learn something new but the fear of rejection from others just holds you back from doing something you really wanna do. I realised that a true team dont just stand on an individual him/her-self. Even the player with the most experience in the game, looks at his or her own team-mates and expects them to be there for them to really excel. Think about it...(it takes 2 hands to clap isnt it?. Well so there was ME, a VIRGIN, standing there, trying to absorb as much as i can so i can really catch up fast, to help my teammates in the future games to come. I realised that, we, human beings, cant excel ALONE. well eventually need someone to lean on and learn from when the time comes. My teammates were really there for me when i needed help. Whenever i did something wrong, they would tell me nicely "its fine, dont worry about it, just try to learn as much as u can and pick up fast, making mistakes is just part and parcel of learning" I mean, it always feels good to have people encouraging you along the way. And i really wanna thank them for all the patience and time they've instilled in me just to see me improve.*appreciated* (:
Again, you may or may not agree with me. Im just a normal human-being, trying to live my life to the fullest (:- 11:24,friday 11/04/2008

Cherry on My Cake*

Ive never been interested in blogging about my life, really. Ive always been wondering whats the point of sharing with people what happens in your life when theres a chance that people have something negative to comment about it. Well, ive heard people talking things like "walao, got this spammer in my blog keep spamming negative things and vulgarities at my blog" I mean, ive been thinking, in the first place, YOU wanted to blog about your life and YOU made it public. Why complain about people having negative comments about it. This is why i wanted to write about my thoughts about life-The Cherry on my Cake.
Have you ever looked back in life and asked yourself,"what on earth am i here for?" well, i have. Sometimes id ask myself "what on earth am i created here for?" As the saying goes, "Jack of all Trades,Master of NONE". Ive never thought of life to be ever so COMPLICATED. Have you? There are a lot of questions about life that remains without an answer. However, i want to point a question that Ive always been wanting to find out. And that Question is ,"Who are the ones that conforms the world?"
Well i was out with my ever GOOD-LOOKING friend today, HungEE. *giggles* he once asked me "hey sherman, how did we even first meet?" Have you ever thought of how we became from like "HI!,BYE! friends to what we are now?" Well, ive never really went to think about what really happened in the past but im really happy for what we both are to each other now. -Not in Bisexual means of course- So we were walking home from the MRT station this afternoon, and we began to think about why is the world so "COMPLICATED"*In polite means*
So weve been talking to each other about how LIFE revolves around us. OR isit how we revolve around LIFE? The ultimate question to ask here is, "which one is which?" Isit true to say that, LIFE gives you something to look forward to? and when you really achieve something, be it striking rich or having a HOT girlfriend or whatever that may seem achieving to you, LIFE takes away something else? be it freedom, fun, etc etc. Think about it, is this what it means to be FAIR? As for Hungee and myself, we felt that the world is so "COMPLICATED" why? because of what the world has done to us. WE , Human beings have been here to conform to the world,herself. Weve been really worrying too much at hand to really focus on what we really want in life. have you? However, it all just makes sense dosent it? Again "In order to Achieve your DREAMS, certain sacrifices have to be made" Seems familar dosent it? Somehow, conformality is in itself a completely messy topic to talk about. It may seem that it makes GOOD AND SHIT sense at the same time dosent it? Its like having a really nice DREAM and then someone wakes you up, youll be like "AH CRAP, DONT DISTURB ME LAH IM HAVING A NICE DREAM JACKASS" and then youll try to sleep and go back to that SAME dream but you just cant seem to pull it off. Its like going for a holiday and enjoying yourself so much, you dont really want to come back. However, when you do, everything just returns back to normal. You go to school, work , all your other DREAMS u have to acomplish. LIFE as much as u want to be, a FAIRYTALE, FANTASY, its just so far, not possible.
Well, my thoughts about life dont just end here. Ive definately so much, so so much more to talk about life. As for now, the only thing i hope for is to be happy. Be it sharing my happiness with someone else, looking on the bright side of things or even having a chance to tell someone "i love you". It just pays off to know someone in this world cares and loves you. You may, may not agree with me. But, thats just my thoughts as a HUMAN being trying to live my life to the fullest. *cheers* 09/04/2008.