*apple of my eye*

Well heres my second virgin post of day 2. Ive never really wanted to Blog in the past but i realised some things in life are really worth penn-ing it down somehow! i mean if i were to write it on a piece of paper, id probably loose it somewhere along the road. *hehes* so i kinda decided to blog, as in finding a substitute for paper. Well, irregardless of the fact that i dont keep a DAIRY. So yeah,i decided to blog.
Its probably the FRESH week of school, firsts weeks are usually more interesting because people tend to get shy and uncomfortable with one another. After a while, then, youll get to see the true personalities of each individual. I mean i guess NOT EVERYONE can please EVERYONE in this all selfish world. But yeah, we tend to just close an eye and try to get along with one another. *not pointing to anyone in particular* (: -just a thought- All these materialist , made the world so confined to realising what happiness really is. >.<
So, its the first 2 trainings of TOUCH rugby for me, i guess its been a while since i told daiyu ill be joining together with him since last year but i finally decided to join this year cause of some personal issues. Honestly, ive never thought of touch rugby to be so tiring. *grins*. Our current team of touch, has really, several funny shit personalities. And i realised that, you know, we, human beings, being borned with different personalities instilled in us, makes the world full of laughters and smiles. Honestly, i feel, there is no such thing as a LOUSY or BAD personality, its how we actually learn to accept each others inperfections. Thats how we should live our lifes isnt it? Its about learning from our mistakes, getting up from our falls. As the chinese saying, "failure is the mother of success"<-- thats a direct translation for the phrase.
As i learned to play this UNFAMILAR game, i realised two things. First, its not easy being a virgin in something. Secondly, its not easy adapting to a totally new environment just yet. Youll be like telling yourself,"eh i really suck in this man, crap i feel useless". Thats how i felt of myself as i couldnt like, help my teammates out, as much as they needed me to be there. Life is just like that isnt it? You wanna learn something new but the fear of rejection from others just holds you back from doing something you really wanna do. I realised that a true team dont just stand on an individual him/her-self. Even the player with the most experience in the game, looks at his or her own team-mates and expects them to be there for them to really excel. Think about it...(it takes 2 hands to clap isnt it?. Well so there was ME, a VIRGIN, standing there, trying to absorb as much as i can so i can really catch up fast, to help my teammates in the future games to come. I realised that, we, human beings, cant excel ALONE. well eventually need someone to lean on and learn from when the time comes. My teammates were really there for me when i needed help. Whenever i did something wrong, they would tell me nicely "its fine, dont worry about it, just try to learn as much as u can and pick up fast, making mistakes is just part and parcel of learning" I mean, it always feels good to have people encouraging you along the way. And i really wanna thank them for all the patience and time they've instilled in me just to see me improve.*appreciated* (:
Again, you may or may not agree with me. Im just a normal human-being, trying to live my life to the fullest (:- 11:24,friday 11/04/2008