Cherry on My Cake*

Ive never been interested in blogging about my life, really. Ive always been wondering whats the point of sharing with people what happens in your life when theres a chance that people have something negative to comment about it. Well, ive heard people talking things like "walao, got this spammer in my blog keep spamming negative things and vulgarities at my blog" I mean, ive been thinking, in the first place, YOU wanted to blog about your life and YOU made it public. Why complain about people having negative comments about it. This is why i wanted to write about my thoughts about life-The Cherry on my Cake.
Have you ever looked back in life and asked yourself,"what on earth am i here for?" well, i have. Sometimes id ask myself "what on earth am i created here for?" As the saying goes, "Jack of all Trades,Master of NONE". Ive never thought of life to be ever so COMPLICATED. Have you? There are a lot of questions about life that remains without an answer. However, i want to point a question that Ive always been wanting to find out. And that Question is ,"Who are the ones that conforms the world?"
Well i was out with my ever GOOD-LOOKING friend today, HungEE. *giggles* he once asked me "hey sherman, how did we even first meet?" Have you ever thought of how we became from like "HI!,BYE! friends to what we are now?" Well, ive never really went to think about what really happened in the past but im really happy for what we both are to each other now. -Not in Bisexual means of course- So we were walking home from the MRT station this afternoon, and we began to think about why is the world so "COMPLICATED"*In polite means*
So weve been talking to each other about how LIFE revolves around us. OR isit how we revolve around LIFE? The ultimate question to ask here is, "which one is which?" Isit true to say that, LIFE gives you something to look forward to? and when you really achieve something, be it striking rich or having a HOT girlfriend or whatever that may seem achieving to you, LIFE takes away something else? be it freedom, fun, etc etc. Think about it, is this what it means to be FAIR? As for Hungee and myself, we felt that the world is so "COMPLICATED" why? because of what the world has done to us. WE , Human beings have been here to conform to the world,herself. Weve been really worrying too much at hand to really focus on what we really want in life. have you? However, it all just makes sense dosent it? Again "In order to Achieve your DREAMS, certain sacrifices have to be made" Seems familar dosent it? Somehow, conformality is in itself a completely messy topic to talk about. It may seem that it makes GOOD AND SHIT sense at the same time dosent it? Its like having a really nice DREAM and then someone wakes you up, youll be like "AH CRAP, DONT DISTURB ME LAH IM HAVING A NICE DREAM JACKASS" and then youll try to sleep and go back to that SAME dream but you just cant seem to pull it off. Its like going for a holiday and enjoying yourself so much, you dont really want to come back. However, when you do, everything just returns back to normal. You go to school, work , all your other DREAMS u have to acomplish. LIFE as much as u want to be, a FAIRYTALE, FANTASY, its just so far, not possible.
Well, my thoughts about life dont just end here. Ive definately so much, so so much more to talk about life. As for now, the only thing i hope for is to be happy. Be it sharing my happiness with someone else, looking on the bright side of things or even having a chance to tell someone "i love you". It just pays off to know someone in this world cares and loves you. You may, may not agree with me. But, thats just my thoughts as a HUMAN being trying to live my life to the fullest. *cheers* 09/04/2008.